It's 3:30 AM and here I sit, unable to sleep because of the pain in my legs & hips. I can't lay still, can't get comfortable. I have been awake for most of the night, tossing and turning, moving around in the bed, playing with pillows between my knees in a desperate attempt to get some sleep. I am exhausted. I just want to curl up and cry.
Is this what I have to look forward to?